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Thursday, February 1st, 2007
11:43 am	wow... this was sick ok so today i woke up around 8 or so and for some reason just beacuse i was up my phone was ringing off the hook. i got a call from t-mobile... i owe them money go figure. so the lady is SUPER rude, and i can take rude people but oh my goodness this was the rudest debt collector i've ever dealt with... ever. she gets on the phone "may i speak to randolph, says her name... i say this is him" etc etc you owe us x amount of dollars. are you going to pay or what... i was like excuse me? she said yeah. you owe us x amoutn of dollars what arrangement are we going to set up... i was like excuse me, i said it again beacuse i couldn't believe she was being as loud obnoxious and rude as she was. she said are you going to pay or not... i said there was no way i could come up with that money in one day. her response was something that cause me to raise my voice and say WHAT... i was like well alots been going on and they've been more important than a cell phone bill. she said "what on earth could be more important than your credit at age 22" i said my sister was in the hospital and her bills (because she's been unable to work) are more important than just about any other bill. and that's not just it alot of other things. her response was "why don't your parents pay for it, why are they making you pay for it " in a matter of fact type of way... i was like they don't MAKE me pay anything... her being comfortable in this time is more important than a phone bill.. i continued to tell her that i worked for myself and business was slow right now she said "why don't you get a regular job and pay for your bills" and i'm not buffing up what she said... and she was loud and SO rude... then i mean i had lost all mannerisms and said what tha fuck... and hung up. would you of handled it different? i mean i could of been a dick as i usually am and been a smart ass but it was too early and i was thrown off by how loud and rude she was... it was ugh (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 28th, 2007
5:55 am	nothing too much eh, not much too much has really been going on. our machine sucks here in town all the pads have 1-2 sensors in them so the chances of me getting good anytime soon are way off i di the best i've ever done in my itg2 career percentage wise on in the groove (maybe because its on a dedicab lol) and it still wasn't enough for first place... fuck supernova. 2nd place will forever and always be second loser... i guess my goal for the next storm would most likely be to get top 10 in xtreme of both i knwo i can do it if i just practice... but to do that i'd need a mchine =/ i need more season box sets i need more anime i need money =( (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 24th, 2006
5:07 am	haha another night of me alone and she with him... so this is stolen from ruzy but fhtadr posted it too so **shrugs** i'll do it too. 1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before? Kiss an Asian 2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? no i didn't, but it will be the same one and i pray that i'll be able to keep it... maybe i'll even be able to make new ones. who knows. 3. Did anyone close to you give birth? No 4. Did anyone close to you die? not close, but family members. 5. What countries did you visit? none 6. What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006? Honesty...more money so i can spread the love and so i won't be spread so thin and a better body. 7. What date from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? 4-19-06, it was special for me... very special for me. 8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? winning storm i guess, because i didn't do much but work earlier in the year and run mad errands. 9. What was your biggest failure? not standing up for myself as much as i know i should, letting too much slide and wondering why i've ended up where i am. 10. Did you suffer illness or injury? eh break ups and make ups and an unfortunately final break up possibly... holiday blues... that would most definately be illness. 11. What was the best thing you bought? hmm... i buy alot of random stuff.. i'd probably have to say so many dvd's i bought about 100 or so this year. 12. Whose behavior merited celebration? that's a stupid fucking question. 13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? my girlfriend mostly... xgf.. =( and my best friend earlier in the year. 14. Where did most of your money go? natasha... thousands of it probably. gas is a terrible thing to waste =P 15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? iidx happy sky. 16. What song will always remind you of 2006? sand troopahs git drttty, and Tru Bacca 17. Compared to this time last year, are you: i. happier or sadder? prolly the same amount depressed lol ii. thinner or fatter? not sure... maybe same size?? iii. richer or poorer? most definately poorer 18. What do you wish you'd done more? Sex, poker 19. What do you wish you'd done less of? excusing. 20. How will you be spending Christmas? more than likely, alone. 21. Did you fall in love in 2006? Yes. 22. How many one-night stands? 0 23. What was your favorite TV program? Boondocks. 24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?not hate.. but dislike STRONGLY, robert keefe, i plan to beat the shit out of him honestly. 25. What was the best book you read?don't know... 26. What was your greatest musical discovery? Horse The Band 27. What did you want and get? muscles?? 28. What was your favorite film of this year? De Ja Vu, watched with my best friend, woot woot. it was the greatest film of the decade. 29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? umm i'm not really sure i think i hung out with natasha, or maybe i didn't do anything but i know for sure i remember coming home kicking it with my mom for a little bit... if memory serves me correctly 30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?knowing that my future was secure... in the least. 31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006? it's gotten alot better if i must say so myself 32. What kept you sane? iidx my computer and my close close friends... when they aren't too busy keeping secrets and or lying to me. 33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?that's a tough one.. i don't watch much tv... i'm nto sure =/ 34. What political issue stirred you the most? "the war on peace" 35. Who did you miss this year? too many people to name it seems. 36. Who was the best new person you met? hmmm... dont' know i'd most definately have to check my aim list for that one. 37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006: no matter how much someone promises to tell you the truth... in that truth.... they're probably lying... 38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: "I'm Dyin' To Live, I'm Dyin To play, dying to get out of here" (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 19th, 2006
12:09 am	this is harder than i thought.... to know that she's probably in the bed of another already has me going in spirals... i'm sitting here wrapping her christmas gifts and i'm crying like a fucking idiot, i bought those things for her, from the heart... just to be able to see the look on her face... to know she appreciated it and loved e... and i'd get a huge hug that as not required... i'm still wrapping and i feel like i can't continue doing it for soe reason... like it's actually hard to do because the mor ei think of her being with soemone else while i'm sitting at home wrapping things i purchased with my money ... with my time... with my love... with thought. it just makes me furious... i don't even know if i'm going to give them to her.... most likely what will happen is i get pissed off and depressed on christmas day and throw all the shit in the dumpster and go on about my day alone... i spent thanksgiving alone and it was so much more depressing than i could of ever imagined... christmas should be a little bit worse but who knows...we'll have to wait and see... on a lighter note, darksydes down stairs catching up on some IIDX. we got the chance to play some itg ( it sucked for both of us) and some pump it up zero ( was alot better for him than i ) i haven't really played dancing games for the last month and a 1/2 or so. i played at RM7 and just today and that's about it. i don't know... i just want to be loved and have someone who's faithful to me and someone i can trust... to hold me and to kiss me and just.... just love me unconditionally, i don't think that's entirely too much to ask. but in the my life it just seems to be that way. I'll just pray about it and hope for the best. (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, December 18th, 2006
3:48 am	again and again so my girlfriend broke up with me as she does all the tim ebut this time i decided to make it final because she breaks up with entirely too often and then lies about certain things... i don't know i'm still very much in love with her but i can't deal with the bull shit anymore... i'm 22 i'm trying to settle down relax... have children you know... last night we got into a fight and somewhat made up and made plans to hang out... she said she's come over today and bring me food... and we'rd hang out and cuddle or what not... it's 2 45... she called me twice today, first time we talked for about 15 seconds and she hung up on me for no apparent reason, second time for about 25 seconds said she was using the bathroom said she'd call me back... 5 hours later 30 seconds said she'd call me back for real this time... my phone hasn't rung from her yet. nor did she come over as she said she would i wonder what's keepinher from even wanting to call or talk to me, i have my ideas but who knows... but on a funnier and lighter note yesterday she was going to brush her teeth and for some reason mistook toothpaste for hemriod cream.... and began to brush her teeth... thought the color was just a new kind of toothpaste... i couldn't stop laughing and told her i just started livejournal again and this ost definately was going to be posted.... she yelled at me and told me i better not... i thought about it and then realized, it would be best if that story was not forgotten =) (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 16th, 2006
4:26 am	Tha fuckin' shitz. ok i don't live journal much anymore but i plan on starting... but got dman when this happened i knew i had to make a post... so i was rollin to my huddle house which is about erem, 20 mins from my house by exit 28 truck stops because we were meeting up with one of my high school friends. we start passing downtown which i've been to twice in the past week and out of no where i scare both sarahs when i'm like What tha fuuuhck tha fuckin shitzz **does hand motion** that shti was bright as fuck and it looked amazing... why don't all mcdonalds look like that? i was in aww!!! the M's are no longer valid... ti's all about the straps got damn it. (12 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 16th, 2006
3:41 am	it's been so long so everyone says. " you should check your livejournal... you'd know if you checked ur livejournal more often" well i might becuase i've been having so much to say but nowhere to put it.. and i lose track of alot of friends and their activity so i guess this would be the best way to keep track of all my friends who haven't gotten cool and got myspace =) just blog it!! ..---as if i'd check it--- but none the less just wanted to say i'm back and hit me up or i'll find the time to check you all out. much love. randolph fields aka random negro p.s. sorry if it took me a while to add some of you =/ haven't been on in months and months Current Music: earth wind and fire - get away! (12 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 30th, 2005
4:55 am	add yourself add yourself... it's pretty tight to keep track of where everyone is... thanks Tyger http://www.frappr.com/randomnegrosinc (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
12:35 pm	it seems to be that i've been forgotten its hard for me to even t ype this shit... it seems that megan has found someone nelse to do the job i was refused. she decided to tell me this time so that i wouldn't hear it from anyone else i guess i thanked her for this because i would have been more angry if i did hear it from someone else but i don't kow... i almost started crying because i was hoping... praying that she'd realize how much i need her... how much i love her... how much i want her. but it seems to be that wasn't the case at all. now what am i to do with myself? i'm scared of her now too... i don't know... just seems that i'm alone in this...and it hurts to know that she can so easily go without me. because i'm literally dying... dying slowly without her. fuck... (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, October 21st, 2005
12:35 am	ok... well today is amber doaks birthday... yay amber.... n e whom let's see.. since last update... i saw the roots live.... that was fucking great... just fucking great... the brought the house down and rocked it for fucking.. 2 1/2 hours straight. it was ... the best... but up until that point i had a horrible birthday... at like 1 am andy got pulled over.. i'm in the passenger seat... i'm getting hastled like fucking 999x more than andy... and he was fucking drivin.... give u one guess why... and just iunno.. my pops forgot my birthday... megan almost forgot it... and on top of that i wanted her at the concert by my side... sharing my twenty first birthday with me....just want to hold her... but it won't happen... n e whom. i went to brunswick last weekend... and it was all good stuff... everyones doing well..got to chill and play ddr.. jay's pretty good now.. as if i he wasn't before... saw my little brandy ... the triplets.... got to dance with whitney....she be workin it... seths aunt... and ryu's mom... then we were poppin' and lockin' a bit and breakin some... it was great.. . then there was a bootie shakin contest... iw as like.. maybe i could win this.. i go to sign up and the guy was like.. yah it's only for woman.. i was like how about can i do it with no chance of winning.... and he was like sure... so like there were 10-11 people... and i was last...so i got an uncle luke song... (thank god) and i start doin ma thang.... then some black chick gets up there and like turns me around and so i'm like coo. and start shakin it up on her and so forth.. then i give the crowd some and they are like... lovin it... so like... i get off the stage and MAD people are givin me props... i'm like whoah i guess i did ok. so like... i'm chillin and like the dj tells me to go on stage and i'm chillin cuz he said i couldn't win...so like everyones getting meteocre repsonce from the crowd at best so i'm like... gettin scared... then they get to me.. the entire fucking club got live.. i was like smillin like holy shit =)... and the dj was like. WHOAH.... randolph you got it...i had like the biggest smile on my face.. i went up there and he gave me a tshirt (if i was a girl i would have gotten alot more) and then like he told me to get back up there and shake it some more.... with the other contestants.. .then like one girl turned me around and i was shakin it on her then i got up on her and she was shakin it on me.. then i had like two in front of me... and one behind me... it was so fucking tight =).iunno so much happened while in bwk.. i missed that place... not really just my friends. then i saw megan... and it pissed me off becaus eshe looks just as she did the last day she loved me. iunno.. w/e. i miss my asians... ryu.. manda... gyu jaymills... brandy fuckin all ma folks miss the comforts of being loved.hmm what else has happened? ummm iunno that's about it i guess...i'm out (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 24th, 2005
5:52 pm	today i cried for the first time since she left me...twice. (16 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 17th, 2005
10:18 pm	welcome home.... "Welcome Home" You could have been all I wanted, But you weren't honest, Now get in the ground, You choked off the surest of favors, But if you really loved me, You would have endured my reign... Well if you're just, as I presumed, A whore in sheep's clothing, Fucking up all I do... And if so here we stop, Then never, again will you see, This in your life... Hang on to the glory at my right hand, Here lay to rest is a love ever long, With truth on the shores of confession, You seem to take premise, to all of these souls... You stormed off to scar the armada, Like Jesus played letter, I'll drill through your hands, The stone for the curse you have blamed me... With love and devotion I'll die as you sleep, But you could just rat me out, To never mis-warn her happy will I become, Be true that this is no option, So rinse it, condemn you demon raiding in love... Hang on to the glory at my right hand, Here lay to rest is a love ever long, With truth on the shores of confession, You seem to take premise to all of these songs... One last kiss for you, One more wish to you, Please make up your mind girl, I'd do anything for you, One last kiss for you, One more wish to you, Please make up your mind girl, Before I hope you die... i don't know about anyone else...but this shit is beautiful to me... and a testiment. (Comment on this)
10:02 pm	what niggas really talk about deleting this post becasue alot of people took it the wrong way and assumed i was a hatefulu person which wasn't the idea of it at all.. sorry for anyone who was offended by it. (11 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, September 16th, 2005
12:52 am	i realized tonight that not only do i suck at being in love, but moreover... i fucking suck at life. (11 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 12th, 2005
4:02 pm	alot has happened. first off i wanna start out by saying FUCK YAH! i got my ipod today in the mail. got a job.. i'm an I.T. specialist. got to play ITG2 and did pretty fucking well as of today i have 71 sdg's and i'll have alot more comin next time i play.. must tell u about fight night at karate. we got there and we had just that day figured a new way to tie belts... so i didn't know it well so i was late to class... 60 push ups off top... so i get done with my 60 in like a minute and a 1/2... so i join the rest of the group and they're doing japanese push ups... seems i should have taken a bit longer on my 60... so i do 20 japanese push ups .... then 90 crunches...then 20 MORE push ups.so i start working on my kata and i feel myself getting charlie horse so i kinda get out of my stance and get in trouble for it... then we have to stand in i can't remember the name of the stance but it's like wlal sits but worst... and he was having a fucking coversation with us while we stood in this stance... bad thing was.. i played ddr hardcore before going.... so then we get to the sparing... i end up sparing like a 2 degree black belt, 3 brown belts, and a green belt... so i'm fighting dane( the green belt) and he's throwin crazy kids. and like i caught his leg and as i moved my stance so i could throw him i caught the worst charlie horse of my life... i couldn't FORCE my leg out of it i tried to put all my weight on it to move it and nothing... 20 min charlie horse... disgusting pain... but yah... I GOT AN IPOD AND IT'S IN A BLACK SO I'M HAPPY!! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 5th, 2005
3:29 am	i just thought of something... i think it's wildly profound perfection is only the absence of knowledge and presence of ignorance and a festering numbness to reality (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 1st, 2005
9:01 pm	i'm having horrible feelings of loneliness... it's rather depressing to be in a world of so many and have so few... iunno... just... bah... i don't wanna be alone ne more really... (16 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 26th, 2005
11:36 pm	college life i thought college was suppose to be fun n shit.. but why again am i feeling depressed... the money thing is gettin me down... again.. why does a work book cost more than the book for a class? it pisses me off.. fucking fuck an education.. and i'm alone.. i've like got no one to share my experiences with... no one to like fucking be here with me while i'm goin through this shit... it's garbage... 22 on l'am flat... personal best global garbage =) 19 on i feel flat... 3rd time i played it since i pasted it on 7th mix man... what tha fuck..... GOT DAMN IT... the more i don't have her the more upset and lonely i am.. but the stronger i am... i guess if i had the choice i'd be week... on another token, the Music video is doing well and it's getting complete positive feedback.. it's great... John put his touch on that shit and it came out like pure crack... it's greatness.miss all my down south folks on tha reals. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 24th, 2005
1:42 am	omfg str0ngbad is the best director/editor fucking ever holy shit... i'm fucking at a mother fucking loss for words. http://www.vile1.com/str0ngbad/MusicMakeYouLoseControlPtII.wmv (35 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, August 15th, 2005
2:43 pm	aight aight... haha this shit'll be tight aight... we went to pa ... in a day and 1/2.. spent fucking all night driving up there from fucking 1-12 then logan took over for an hour.. stayed there tunil fucking 8 or so then fucking drove back home.. it was fucking cheese... to say the least.... n e ways.. fucking storm starts friday... and the team shit is doin well here's the model for the shit.. i'm hopin it comes out beautifully (4 Comments |Comment on this)